I think I have conjured enough courage to face the fact that M is not the one who is meant to be for me. I love her but I guess as everyone puts it, its only attachment. The hope and expectations that I have for our relationship are impractical to a great degree. I want her to be someone she is not. I want her to understand me, and care for what I think and how I feel about things, but it is not part of her personality to be that way. She wants someone who is laid back (takes her inadequacies in relationship and doesn't reciprocate them). I am not that person. So it is a lose lose situation for both of US!
She can't give me what I want and I can't give her what she wants. THEN WHY THE HELL ARE WE STILL "TRYING"?!
Man if this is love, this better be good. Cause I don't want to take this anymore.
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